Did you ever have a dream, something inside your heart? Something tugging at you so strongly, that, if it could have a voice, it would scream! You can, in no way, deny it, you can, in no way, hide it, for the stirring of it alone, takes you mind off of everything! For, you know this is your calling, but, how is it to be achieved? For, that very question, remains to be seen!
Maybe, it started awhile ago, and, as time went on, it began to grow. Then, the discernment came, and you somehow just had the ability to know! Maybe, at that time, little clues began to surface, letting you know things were about to change? For, maybe you heard that Voice speaking to you, saying, “Be obedient to what I am asking of you”. “For, there are things that you must let go, in order for the very seed that I planted, inside of you, to grow”! “For, do not question the things that you are not aware of, the things that do not yet make sense”. “All you are required to do, is listen to Me, trust in Me, and, then the rest will unfold”!
Well, for me, I did not listen, but, eventually, I surrendered. Jesus was the very One that took control! For, I always knew that ministry was the very direction, in which, He was calling me to go. He gave me the gift of my writing, in order, to let my voice unfold. All along, He was calling me, but, my stubbornness was the hardest part to let go!
Now, as I feel that stirring continue to get, stronger and stronger, as I faithfully move towards the direction He wishes me to go-I am truly having to hold onto my faith, 100%, as I am walking with a blindfold! The very words of Christ are what my heart holds! Here I go!